feeling so sad now..tink i m really such a super failure...
the gown that i rent frm the bridal shop..cannot wear..den i have to ma fan my sis to drive me back there again..i hate myself!! y i have to be so fat? being fat alone is my problem..y do i have to implicate other pple?i hate me..
juz now i msg th..wantin to chat wif him..thinking if i share my unhappiness wif him, i would feel better..i msg him," hey u free to chat? if not free nvm" den he reply he is not free doing homework..is this a sign of avoiding me? a sign which he sends to tell me he is utterly not interested in me at all.? yup..she is much more better den me in everything..i m juz useless..
i shall not disturb him anymore frm now den...
feeling so terrible now..will i be good in anything in the future..?? |
